Migraines….
…but also… seeing my mom lose all her patience and yell at my dad for having aggressive late stage dementia and not being able to function properly.
Seeing that and being broke and unable to materially change the situation was by far and away the most cynical, insufferable thing I have ever experienced in my entire life and hopefully I will never experience something as awful again or I fear I would shatter into a million pieces.
I don't think they're going to recover at this point.
solo sorry, couldn't help myself
Insufferable in what sense? Do you mean insufferable from my point of view or me being insufferable for someone else?
Listening do folks being confidently incorrect, ignorant or bigotted. It makes me wanna puke.
I used to be like this. But I learnt to accept it because I knew there's nothing I can do change it. I even find it entertaining now!
Yeah, no. I learned to not accept it. Now I get physical reactions from it. Helps me to understand that this person is not good for me.
Thats important because I generally am too forgiving irl and have suffered through tremendous loss due to people lying.
Now I have pretty exclusively honest people in my life and its infinitely better than before.
Now. Got Long Covid and by now I can only leave the bed to take a dump. My GP dropped me because I can't come to them. But I need one to sign off on a study I'm about to be part of starting next week. But none of the GPs around here take on new patients.
Guess I'll just die a very slow death. I'd rather be killed with a spoon.
All the times my unlikability for things I cannot change about myself (along with things we don't see eye to eye about) have been put to the test. If it exists in a page about discrimination, I experienced it at some point.
when I go to the doctor and have to hand write all the information they already have in the computer. like they're going to hand type it into the computer again from my handwritten document
Most of my childhood, and generally anything involving my parents. I've been no contact for a long time now. Life is great.