How will it hurt people for you to change?
I find it very difficult with socializing cause it feels like my mind and mouth are so disconnected that what ever comes out is a jumbled mess in person and then I constantly second guess talking online most of the time cause I assume I'll always will be seen a idiot or a target
also I'm not really interested in some of the most common interest people have or is too specific for the topic that people don't really care about or too hard for me to put into words or text.
I assume it's more of a technical issue and hopefully it's just my instance having this problem.
Only just found this community so Hi are you from the CPTSD subreddit as well cause I used to lurk on there and rarely post.
Also searching for communities is hard without knowing about https://www.search-lemmy.com/ cause I couldn't find this one just searching through communities normally so this might take a while for more activity unless searching for communities becomes much easier or just works
No cause i don't feel like I'm in the right mind for any diagnosis right now cause i feel like i need to be in a better state so my traumatized behaviour isn't misdiagnosed again.
Edit: also your post reminds me of being medically abused cause of being suicidal and being threaten with electro shock therapy so I'm reluctant to have any meds unless I'm in severe pain and that's more running away from the pain and i'll add it to the main post as well.
I chose Aussie.zone cause I'm out of touch with my own country so seeing the news here is nice and cause I thought it would be easier to join a country instance.
Also optional email and I know I could make a temp email but I can't be bothered.
I'd rather they used the resources to help people who already existed and to educate people that you don't need to breed to make a family.
Something like a mix of the Switch and Wii U where the console can wirelessly connect to the tv in some way but the problem is that might require both the handheld and the dock to be a console so that'll make it the price of two consoles.
The odd idea would be a Nintendo TV specifically built for this console so that the tv is a dock so the console and wired controls are connected to the tv and it can connect wirelessly to the console for a Wii U like experience
Anything really but if that's not a good answer then testing stuff like when i used to mod a game and l change a little thing and test how much of a impact the change had so I'm basically doing the same thing over and over again and I know most people will find that boring.
Another thing that's similar to above is that I daydream about ideas more then like playing a game or watching a movie or show or looking at tech, most of it starts off as i want to fix this one thing in this media or thing or to make somethings that's missing or been gone for a while.
No cause it's like a inside joke so it works with people who know me and my humour and I feel sarcasm is better used in some form of criticism like quoting something hypocritical.
What the Golf? worked well for the nephews cause the text doesn't really matter, very simple controls and can play almost all of it on touchscreen (some holes use gyro aiming), a quick play/show to a friend mode and also a funny game. just a warning some holes get hard so they might get frustrated and need help.
Edit forgot to add 2 player vs as well
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