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Excited for you! Hope HRT goes well. This is entirely anecdotal, but my short time on hormone adjacent things when I was younger was just t-blockers, then I ended up getting risperidone (anti-psychotic, you probably don't want to take it) which nukes pretty much all your hormones except progesterone (tit growth!). The few times I've gotten estrogen, it's been euphoric and better than any drug I've ever taken to hide dysphoria, 10/10. But the times I have had my testosterone blocked off with no other supplement, I've still felt infinitely better than I have with testosterone. The random rage and insecurity was just dissolved from my brain. It's such a big difference, I hope you're able to get better than I could