Yeah, here are the keys, thx, and good luck.
That poor fucker is now stuck in there. I'm not coming back. Just gonna rest a bit. Slowly dissolve into nothing. Happily, in my lane.
That reminds me of that episode of Angel where they exorcise a demon from a child, and the demon was grateful because the child was empty and devoid and it was Hell for the demon who got trapped in the child.
Hypomania feels pretty good but tiring as fuck. Like suddenly rearrange whole room and clean it twice and then flashing neighbours from the balcony because you just feel so fking confident for absolutely no reason
Oh, it can be nice when somebody else takes the wheel~ (Very likely have OSDD, which is Dissociative Identity Disorder Lite - Basically have the version where I don't black out but there are others that take the wheel very rarely)
Edit: Several psychs have recommended I get tested. The issue is finding somebody who can test me in this area. So it's not a self diagnosis thing