Hey in my defense I did hand wash a spoon and a bowl so I could have cereal for dinner even though all the dishes were dirty, so it's not like household tasks don't get done.
I strongly prefer handwashing. I wash while I cook so it never (mentally) becomes a big scary task - I'm just indulging my perfectionism in washing a couple of things as an activity intermission... I guess it's like a cooking mini game.
In the interest of transparency, I feel compelled to disclose that I took the spoon and bowl out of the mostly-full dishwasher to hand wash. I have still not started the dishwasher (I already completed a household task today, you see).
I literally did that today. First I dumped the laundry on the couch, and then a few hours later I folded it and put it away
Yep, it's laundry for me... or I just get stuck cleaning my entire bathroom once I start wiping off the water smudges on the faucet. 10 minutes later, it's been two hours and the work day's over!
Parallel access to depressing memories and constant paranoia over the smallest things. How fun!
That’s the best part—as long as you are on the drugs, the memories don’t feel depressing.
And before day 3, the paranoia isn’t even warrantless yet. You have to build up to that so you can properly savor it.
Eh, I'll just take an A today...
Ah, what the hell, I could eat. Let's do an A & C...
Weelllll, doing C is basically doing B too so....
I'll get an E. Same as always.
I feel like lately it's not. I don't know, but there's no joy. It's not like I'm addicted. Maybe twice a week or so. But the excitement is gone
Shit. I've done everything but d. Pre-ordered ff 7 rebirth for 56 quid. Eat some nuggies cos I couldn't be fucked cooking and had wank this morning before lunchtime.
F: Stumble upon this community by chance and not leave for X hours
(I'm not diagnosed... yet)
Edit: Also this