I love knowing that somehow me smoking weed creates problems for everyone else when all I want to do is stay at home and clean.
I'm angry that I live in a medical/rec state, but still have to give up quality of life/chronic pain management to work in my industry... medical cards offer no employment protection here.
All I want to do is stay at home and eat snacks, I've never even thought about cleaning. Maybe this is THE best thing I've been missing out on.
Maybe I'd forget cleaning and just snack a little more.
Idk how it is for that person, but it's not a good thing for me. I see a crumb in a grout groove or something, and start thinking I must be the most disgusting person ever to exist. Next thing I know I'm scrubbing grout with a toothbrush and feeling terrible about myself. But weed doesn't affect me like it affects most people. It gives me a lot of anxiety, and I can't control my thoughts. That's why I just don't touch it anymore.
It helps me shut off my brain and just clean for a few hours. But I have adhd so ymmv
