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@lemmy.blahaj.zone::: spoiler Tap for spoiler So my transition results have always been mid, i am by no means a model and I hate to say it but i hate that. I wanted that, and it didn’t happen. I do have smallish boobs but things like hips, ass, etc never really happened for me. I struggle a lot mentally with this. I have been questioning if HRT is even actually working for me, I can still cum and I do see it being the same color it was pre HRT, it is usually reduced at the start of my weekly injection, but by the end it’s back and I feel like shit. I am currently on 0.5ml of estradiol cypinate taken once weekly. I am unsure about my levels since while labs said my estradiol levels were at 200pg/ml I am suspicious I may of injected late and forgot it about it, for reference I usually wait a full 7 days between my injection and labs and when I’ve done that at 0.3ml my levels were only 90pg/ml. I just don’t know and plume doesn’t seem overly helpful to me with my issues. :::
So I've started estrogen around 3 weeks ago (hooray (^ヮ^)/ ) but have noticed one thing that is really bothering me.
I feel like I could eat the entire day through. I'm just constantly hungry and it really irks me... Before, I had absolutely no issues going with one, maybe two small meals a day (when not at work) and sometimes even completely skipping a day. But now I pretty much need a chewing gum to sedate me from eating all the food that I made for myself for today and tomorrow.
It's really tearing on me... Yes, I am slightly underweight (56kg/173cm) but the fact that I am a little slim is like 30% of what makes me pass even just on 3 weeks of HRT...
I don't want to gain weight, I don't want to lose this figure of mine, I don't want to waste so much time and money just eating....
I know that this is probably partially an undiagnosed eating disorder speaking but does any one of you have a similar experience?
The fat i'd accumulate wouldn't go to my ass or boobs.... I have no chance of getting much of either sadly so it would just collect as undesirable belly padding....
https://www.billboard.com/music/awards/chappell-roan-best-new-artist-vmas-2024-1235773479/
Chappell Roan won best new artist at the VMAs in 2024. Get the details.
https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/transa-compilation-red-hot-organization-lauren-auder-wendy-lisa-1235094334/
The 'Transa' compilation, by the Red Hot Organization, features new songs by Sade, Sam Smith, Jeff Tweedy and others celebrating trans people.
https://truthout.org/articles/instead-of-ignoring-trans-rights-at-dnc-dems-shouldve-vowed-to-protect-them/
Democrats seem to think that the issue — which carries life-or-death stakes — is too divisive to address.
Not a huge thing, just some shoes and socks, and something people won't really pick up on (some Toms). But either way, a friend went with me for a confidence boost and I'm super happy.
Title question.
My wife is curious about what my new smell will be. All I know is that the stinkier elements change, not sure about the other parts.
Hey all, I currently can't get laser for a variety of reasons, and was wondering if anyone knows if using IPL now effects my potential of getting laser in the future?
I know certain things can make laser less effective, but I couldn't find any info about this. Thanks