@onevia
@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEven if it's a small change in your attitude, what is that one thing you can rely on when having a rough day?
I have a few go to activities I can rely on, but they depend on how much time and energy I have to devote to them.
My favorite and most consistent activity is taking a long shower and shaving every inch of my body. Body hair has always been such a huge source of dysphoria for me since I was a teenager over 15 years ago. Weeeellll before I knew what dysphoria was. I would shave my arms and legs until my friends starting making fun of me for it. Didn't realize it was such a "weird" thing for me to do. I just hated seeing the hair and loved the sensation of smooth skin. 😅
Unfortunately this activity takes me a while if I want to do it right, but goodness do I feel like a new woman when I crawl into bed that night with soft silky skin.
So do you have a similar activity? Is it self care based like like or something different like listening to a favorite music album or watching a comfort show?
All the love, Olivia
So, let's keep it simple to start.
How have you been? Where are you in your journey?
I've been on an emotional rollercoaster of sorts for a while but we won't get into that.
I've just hit 6mo on HRT and last week I learned...
drumroll please
I finally love myself! Something that has taken me 30 years to learn to do. And that final piece of the puzzle was to embrace myself as Olivia ❤️
So, how have you been? What's on your mind?
My family tends to be sprinkled throughout the different levels. My wife, grandmother and son, easily number 1 in support of my transition and identity.
Many of my cousins I grew up with are level 2.
Father and stepmother are level 5 - possibly level 6 when I was a child - still figuring that one out as new traumas surface.
Everyone else hovers around 3 - 5.
Just remember, I'll always be a level 1 for you ❤️
Level 1: completely supportive
Level 2: mostly supportive but lacking some knowledge, or some transmedicalist attitudes due to ignorance, not malignancy
Level 3: neutral, not supportive but not opposing either, or "supportive" transmedicalist
Level 4: leaning oppose, but no forceful interventions, or refuse to gende you correctly but used neutral pronouns
Level 5: misgendering, not accepting you as their daughter or son, but still pretend to be "loving" misgendered you
Level 6: disowning or physically beating or etc, most extreme measures
(Stolen, with love, from the user Cormier643 on Reddit. Felt like this was a great way to get discussions going again ❤️)
-Olivia ✌🏻
Have you been in a codependent relationship?
My transition has helped me realize just how bad the codependency was in my marriage. Things are really rough for me currently as we try and untangle the destructive habits.
I have never had a sense of identity outside of my relationship with my wife. Now that is changing, it means my marriage must change with it... or not.
And how have they shown that support to you?
Been a while since I've posted here but missed you all!
I'd love for this to be a discussion question, but also I am legitimately asking.
I have a beautiful son who helped crack my egg when he was born. But I'm still struggling understanding what being a mom means other than "just how I feel"
I never had good blueprints for being a father or mother so all I know is generally "how to be a parent"
But I'm curious to those of you that have children. What does being a mother mean to you? What does being a father mean to you?
Thank you
-Liv
I feel that I should preface this by warning questioning people that looking for signs is generally not a good way to find out if you're trans. Different people experience being trans in different ways.
Thank you lady_scarecrow for the above disclaimer. Very good advice ❤️
That last bit of defense before fully realizing your inner beauty 💜
Do you have "that one thing" that always feels affirming? Something that you continuously return to because you know it'll make your day better?