src: Vol. 5, Ch. 56 Bocchi the rock!
Using my power of depression I will never grow old then.
Don't you also have both ?; Escaping to an aggrandized past for dread of the future and daydreaming about an idealized future self to wash over past shortcomings.
I used to, but I'm too tired anymore. I am completely dead inside. It's kind of peaceful.
PA-san saying the most savage lines with a cute smile always gets me
In this context, using “worthless” could also mean that thinking about the past isn’t useful to the present. But your interpretation is spicier.
