picked up the new foster dog, coco on saturday. she’s acclimating pretty well, considering she went from a free roaming outdoor only dog on 17 acres to a downtown indoor dog on 1/3 of an acre. my old man australian shepherd is having a harder time accepting her, but we’re getting there with short 5-10 minute intros where he’s on leash so i can redirect when he gets too in her face. the little chihuahua mix has always been good with other dogs, so no surprise that they’re interacting really well.
coco goes to the vet later today, and fingers crossed there’s no major issues.
update: she’s in perfect health! no parasites, healthy weight, good teeth and eyes.
I moved to Chicago at the end of October from the deep south. The past few days the weather has been hovering around 0⁰F and that has been an adjustment. I've figured out the clothing I can wear to bear it. Sunday my feet felt like they were going to fall off after only a few minutes walking around. Last night I had to wait for a bus for like 20 minutes and I was totally fine. I switched boots and it fixed my whole issue with comfort.
I'm on book 1 so far but it's already quite an accomplishment for me to be reading again. I used to read on my 1h train commute but since I got a new job and the train is only 20 mins anymore I pretty much stopped reading altogether. I've decided to get back into it anyway even though it's only small boats at a time, and I'm really happy to be back :)
At the end of last year all I had was hope and patience. Through sheer luck and the kindness of complete strangers my living situation has finally stabilized.
The things that happened last year really did a number on me and now it takes time to recover once again. Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever have a society where it is ok to be human.
Luckily I don't drink or anything like that but it's seemingly near impossible to get my arse into first gear to take care of the few responsibilities that I have.
Fortunately I've learned to take care of the basics like eating healthy, sleeping well, making friends, and knowing that through it all, even on the worst of days, that things will eventually improve. That it's all worth it.
I just hope my client can find that final bit of patience, as I honestly don't know what to tell them any more. I feel terrible about it, but also I want and need to work and so they're kinda stuck with this situation too. All I can hope for is that when things start moving again that I can work multiple days per week. That would solve the issues for everyone involved.
I'm stupid. Last week, my rss reader lost all my subscriptions. Or so I thought. I've just noticed that I was logged in under a different account...
This week went from bad, I wasn't feeling well couldn't find any energy was getting back into depression, to worse, my favorite all time uncle passed away last night. I am not dealing well. He was one of those weird, quite a lot, offbeat people that kind of got me, no one else liked him much. Now I feel like when I talk about how much I love home it makes me even more of an outsider. Also he is so far away I can't go to his friends and his circle and be with other people that love him too.
Having kind of a rough week with wrestling with identity stuff. Things are generally good for me, but I just keep having these questions about myself coming up and I can't seem to just drop it. Not sure where any of it is going, or if it's going anywhere, but I'm getting kind of tired of it tbh...
And a new team project begins. Team leaders from the last term's projects were exempt from being in charge again this time, which was something of a relief for a couple of hours. The new team leader is a lovely guy, but very shy and socially awkward, and so far his success rate for deciding what to do and delegating it to someone is... uh... one time. A couple more times if you include me making a suggestion and him going "yeah, what Frog said." I have to give the dude credit for volunteering for team leader - given his personality, it was a seriously brave thing to do and I genuinely admire that. But I understand there are some bets amongst the class for £5-£10 over how many weeks it will be before I'm in charge. And I'm just like... nope, I am not taking over. I'm just not doing it.
Getting ready for more snow after spending a few days bucking and splitting some of next year's wood from a tree that fell in the yard. Kinda hoping we get some decent coverage and that it sticks around for longer than a day, but that it doesn't cause too much disruption for @Chris Remington and other folks in New England. My father found some back country skis as a christmas gift that should be better for getting around some of the hill on our property and I'm dying to try them.
Very chill week for me. I’ve been snowed in for the last 5 days which means a break from work 😄
Could nation-states just, for a day, not bomb one another? Houthis hit ships. Ships hit back. Iran hits...seemingly anyone nearby? Pakistan says, "Hold my Lassi" and lobs a few rockets back. Could we maybe, just take a deep breath, and chill?
Anyways, found out I got a hole in my knee meniscus exposing bone. I guess if we keep escalating these little tit-for-tat attacks I won't have to worry about it for too long.
Anxiety has been through the roof this past week. My weekend hasn't been too great either on account of a hole in my insulation causing my water to freeze on Friday. Hoping that it comes back tomorrow once temperatures start staying above freezing.
Edit: WATER IS BACK YAY
I was wondering why I had mounting anxiety and some shakes, only to realize that I had not eaten for several hours. Roast beef sandwich and some chamomile tea fixed that right up.
A little bit of hard salami, roast beef, two slices of extra sharp cheddar, a squirt of the whataburger creamy pepper sauce and hamburger dill pickles on slices of nature's own thick sliced brioche.
Dang you get far fancier than me. I usually just throw on some pickled red onions, mayo, and mustard on a boring piece of sandwich bread. 😅
Alyaza what have been your favorite/most interesting book among the four?
Friends of Beehaw, what are some amazing, insightful, funny, thoughtful books you’ve recently read?
i wanted something light and short, so i listened to mindy kaling’s second book, “why not me?” plenty of laughs, and it made my five hour car trip feel a lot less awful.
Alyaza what have been your favorite/most interesting book among the four?
the majority of my reading list would not make for particularly comfortable reading so i'll just point you to the fairly normal pick from last year, which is I'm Glad My Mom Died
now that i've read a bit more this week: The Great Transition by Nick Fuller Googins is an early contender for my book of the year and the first to get 5 stars this year from me (although i'm a generous reviewer)
I'm revisiting old favourites of mine - the first two books of the "achtsam morden" (mindful murder) series by Karsten Dusse. Unfortunately they're German so probably not of much interest to you, but if you happen to speak it or come across a translation that I'm not aware of, do give the first book a try.
The protagonist is a lawyer mainly working for a mobster he doesn't like. He's increasingly unhappy with his work and life, and his marriage and the relationship with his little daughter are falling apart... until his wife forces him to go to a mindfulness seminar. When he starts applying the things he learns there, his life takes a dramatic turn as the results of his mindfulness are the death of his boss, him taking his place as the leader of a criminal enterprise and eventually using the enterprise's resources to kill his opponents one by one and secure his daughter a place in kindergarten.
Especially the first book is a pleasant read both for the protagonist's stoically mindful handling of increasingly violent and unlikely situations and for the actual exercises in mindfulness explained and demonstrated to the reader. You learn both why you should still love your parents-in-law even if you hate their guts (and how to do that) as well as how to correctly detonate a couple of hand grenades taped to a mobster's nuts, all from the point of view of a very smart lawyer (which the author actually is in real life). In that the book is both educational and entertaining at the same time.
It's okay, kinda dreading the next school semester.
Otherwise, I'm trying to work on radcare.ca, my wiki project to make lists of local orgs doing good work.
I still have a job. I survived layoffs... for now. My workload has increased, but all is well, and I'm thankful for that.
Well, 2 weeks into having a laptop running linux, I accidentally deleted the etc file and can't get back the few files on it that I created. Luckily, none of it is really all that important and the rest was already backed up onto a thumb drive.
Now I have the task of reinstalling and setting things back up and getting a quick assignment done for one of my classes. Thankfully I've got plenty of time to do both.
Past few days have been alright. I had a dream about people dying last night that just kept going, so I'm in a really off mood this morning.
@alyaza Going just fine. I went hiking through a forest this weekend and a stray dog kept following every one of us searching for food. You can see it in my profile pic now 😁
When we got to a nearby village, eventually one of the people in our group went to a shop and bought dog food. That dog was probably never happier in a while. It kept following us from a partially abandoned monastery all the way there.